Im not sure what Im supposed to think anymore. To be honest I don't really think I am thinking anymore. I know I keep apoligizing for things that maybe I shouldn't even be. I just wanted people to like me. I don't like to step on toes or make people mad. Granted people do that to me all the time. In some ways Im starting to believe it's a fact of life.

Im tired and I just want it to be done with. I just wanna be happy.

God shall meet all my needs according to His riches and Glory! Praise God that we can rely on someone greater than ourselfs to help us in the times of need!

As I look around I see the works of the Lord. I see the goodness of the Lord. Yesterday was Sunday and God provided a beatiful Sunny day! Praise, You, Jesus for that. George Straight sings a song called, "I saw God Today." That song speaks to me in more ways then one. It's always a blessing to spend a special moment between the Lord and I. God has a funny sense of humor. It's the small, still peaceful smile God that comes to my heart knowing God is just showing me He's still here!

Greater is He that is in me, than he is in this world! God has given us power of a sound mind, body, and spirit. Through Him we are free! Free to live and love! God is love, He provides it to us and teaches us how to love. He created us in the image of Him. If we are in His image than that means that we are supposed to be Christ like. When Christ roamed the earth He relied on God for everything. He prayed daily and not just once either. He was faithful in His prayers to His father. He communicated with Him daily. That is what God has called us to be, CHRIST LIKE!

We talk to people on a daily basis in our lives. Why would our Heavenly Father be any different? He's a person too. He may not be a person in flesh but He still listens and provides what we need through our prayers.